i hate 90% of my husband's family and i really can't stand it when he sides with them. i know this sounds bad but if you knew the whole story you'd be on my side.

my kids give me more anxiety than anything. it makes it so hard for me to want to be present and engaged with them. the touching, the loud noises, the moods.. i can't hang and i feel so guilty 24/7. motherhood is so hard for me and it breaks my heart.

Sometimes it feels like I am drowning in housework, I wish I had more than two arms then maybe I could finally catch up.