my kids give me more anxiety than anything. it makes it so hard for me to want to be present and engaged with them. the touching, the loud noises, the moods.. i can't hang and i feel so guilty 24/7. motherhood is so hard for me and it breaks my heart.

i feel so alone.

i legit cannot handle my kids today! no sleep and weaning breastfeeding makes for a tired grumpy momma.