the more i learn to love myself the easier it is to see the people who bring joy to my life and the people who just take from me.
it's heartbreaking when you can feel yourself getting pushed out of someone's life.
i know you're not supposed to have favorite kids, but i do. i don't show it, but deep down inside i feel it. i feel horrible about it, but i can't help it as much as i try. does that make me a bad parent?