I wish I didn't always feel like I have to "earn" people's love. I wish just being myself was enough.
it sucks feeling used. make time for people...not just when you need something from them.
i know you're not supposed to have favorite kids, but i do. i don't show it, but deep down inside i feel it. i feel horrible about it, but i can't help it as much as i try. does that make me a bad parent?