I wish the holidays could be more about spending time with the people we love than feeling like we have to put on a show. There's always so much pressure.
I feel alone. I feel trapped. I hate looking in the mirror.. I'm afraid to even post this it's been trapped inside my head..
Social distancing is making me realize even more how I have no friends. I hear from people only when they need me or need something from me. It's a good time to focus on family.