I never get a break because of no one wanting to watch my special needs daughter (they will watch my other two but nobody will take her) and I feel like I am nearing my breaking point. I just want an hour with my husband without the spawns but I feel like that will never happen so I cry a lot

it's heartbreaking when you can feel yourself getting pushed out of someone's life.

sometimes i feel like a bad mom when i get upset with my kids but sometimes i just have really bad days.