i feel broken and alone. i'll keep hiding behind a fake smile as long as i can.

I wish I didn't always feel like I have to "earn" people's love. I wish just being myself was enough.

I am an asshole and snap at my partner often and I try to apologize as often as I can for being such a hot mess I hope they don't start to view me differently. I do my best! Anxiety is a bitch but I am a work in progress.