i wish i could get a hotel room to myself for the night just to be alone.
if i left...would anyone even notice. i feel like i am a burden to my home and to my family. i feel that i cause more stress than anything else. why do i get caught up in these feelings. it sucks.
my four year old told me to go to another house and be someone else’s mommy. i grabbed the keys and said okay. she kinda freaked... i felt vindicated.