it's heartbreaking when you can feel yourself getting pushed out of someone's life.

my four year old told me to go to another house and be someone else’s mommy. i grabbed the keys and said okay. she kinda freaked... i felt vindicated.

motherhood is anything but glamorous. it's 9:30pm. my four and two year old are still up waiting for dinner watching avatar with daddy who's currently fairly bedridden. my ten month old is screaming for mommy. mommy now gets to nurse while going potty for second time today. yay.