I totally do.I was 18 when I got pregnant with our oldest. The twins graduate in June and Billy only has 3 yrs left til he's gone,plus Tom and I just split up after almost 23 yrs.I have no idea what my identity is,but im scared and ready to find out. You are a badass no matter what chick,I wish I was half as cool as you are😘

I’m excited to see what you do next! And thank you I try haha

I was 19 when I got pregnant with our first. Now I'm almost 24 with 2 toddlers I definitely see my non-parent friends living up their twenties and I do feel like I'm missing something. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be living a single life only having to worry about myself. But then I talk to these friends that i have a sense of envy with, and they envy my life. They envy my beautiful marriage with our beautiful babies and I remember that living with roommates, dating through apps, stressing about a future, wondering when you'll settle down etc is so stressful. Yes their Instagram looks fun and carefree but their reality isnt so. Parenthood is also stressful and messy, so we are all equally stressed just for totally different reasons. I feel a little more lucky than my 20-something friends that I feel a sense of stability and purpose having met motherhood so young that they don't feel yet in their lives. Cant deny that on my bad days with motherhood, I dream about a single life living in a city in a cute little studio apartment that's silent and clean always..😂

I feel all of this! Being envious but also feel like I’m almost kinda envious of myself and momhood. ☺️ Single life in a cute clean studio (Sounds kinda nice hehe) I get it! Like a little getaway

Hello! Thank you for the posts. Everything has changed. Literally. I was so afraid of it, and all those who had promised to help me were gone. No one could be trusted, and no one wanted to help with the baby. Friends no longer called me to go out because I couldn't leave the baby. I wouldn't say it was a shock. I was expecting it. Sometimes I just want to take a break. 

That's so hard! I feel like motherhood can be very lonely and isolating at times. It does get a little easier as they get older and a bit more independent. I hope you get a break soon. Hang in there ✨