it's hard to trust people who flake constantly.

i'm so tired... mentally..physically...emotionally... tired. its really hard when you care so much and no one ever cares as much in return 💔

I never get a break because of no one wanting to watch my special needs daughter (they will watch my other two but nobody will take her) and I feel like I am nearing my breaking point. I just want an hour with my husband without the spawns but I feel like that will never happen so I cry a lot