i hate 90% of my husband's family and i really can't stand it when he sides with them. i know this sounds bad but if you knew the whole story you'd be on my side.

I am an asshole and snap at my partner often and I try to apologize as often as I can for being such a hot mess I hope they don't start to view me differently. I do my best! Anxiety is a bitch but I am a work in progress.

i’m exhausted. i don’t want to ask for help anymore. why is it so hard for my loved ones to see me drowning and still not offer for to step up?!