it's hard to trust people who flake constantly.

I never get a break because of no one wanting to watch my special needs daughter (they will watch my other two but nobody will take her) and I feel like I am nearing my breaking point. I just want an hour with my husband without the spawns but I feel like that will never happen so I cry a lot

i need help! i cannot do it all on my own and still be pleasant and bubbly.