the only thing that keeps me going some days, is how awful it would be for my partner to tell my child they’ll never see their mom again. it tears me apart and it keeps me here.
i feel broken and alone. i'll keep hiding behind a fake smile as long as i can.
How come nobody ever tells you that you're in the good times? It's only when you come out of the good times that you realize those were the good times.
I still look back at when I was younger and think, what would happen if I was a part of the cool crowd? Would I have more/better friends?
I feel so frustrated all the time nobody helps me and when they do it’s because I have already lost my damn mind and am yelling!!
Without my children I honestly don't know where I would be. I am very thankful for them they give me the strength every day to keep pushing to be my very best.
My postpartum depression is getting the best of me. I swear no matter how hard I try to do everything right I keep falling further and further behind. When will it stop.