feeling defeated today 😕 hate these weird funks... i need friends who are there for me like i am for them.. guess it's just me and my husband till the end. ugggghhh why humans!?!

The only thing that gets me through thanksgiving is knowing there will be a shit ton of alcohol.

i am nervous to tell my family about my pregnancy. they don't like my husband, and we have already miscarried once. i just wish someone would be happy for me.

i wonder what it's like to have confidence. i try but i feel like i am constantly doubting everything i say and do.

I use the shower as a place to cry and let it all out.

It sucks when those who are "Supposed to be your family" are the ones who take advantage of you the most..

I wish I had more supportive people in my life.

i feel very unappreciated in my home. taken for granted. nobody gives a shit and it sucks.

motherhood is anything but glamorous. it's 9:30pm. my four and two year old are still up waiting for dinner watching avatar with daddy who's currently fairly bedridden. my ten month old is screaming for mommy. mommy now gets to nurse while going potty for second time today. yay.

my husband has a stick up his ass today

I wish I would have followed my dreams.

Sometimes I wish he would just leave... it would make everything so much easier.

My 2yo son drank benedryl from the bottle. He popped the top off with his teeth. Spent the day in the hospital. My heart almost stopped that day. I'm so grateful he is okay and have the support I do so I can process this mom guilt. Things happen. God is looking out for my son.

life can feel so lonely sometimes...

life has been really hard lately.

I AM SO THANKFUL THE HOLIDAYS ARE OVER! Talk about stressful!

I wish I didn't always feel like I have to "earn" people's love. I wish just being myself was enough.

i am ready for things to move forward in my life. i feel like things are stagnant.i need change

I hate when I make plans and then the day finally comes and I have to actually go.

i legit cannot handle my kids today! no sleep and weaning breastfeeding makes for a tired grumpy momma.