i'm so over it...all of it.
life can feel so lonely sometimes...
social media is so harmful. i'm so tired of seeing people be so fake and compete for attention. it sad how people live their lives around what they can post.
it sucks feeling used. make time for people...not just when you need something from them.
the more i learn to love myself the easier it is to see the people who bring joy to my life and the people who just take from me.
i had an appointment with my daughter and a doctor to discuss her anger issues. she said she wanted help with her anger and for her and i to be friends again. this last year has really torn us apart and it's heartbreaking.
if i left...would anyone even notice. i feel like i am a burden to my home and to my family. i feel that i cause more stress than anything else. why do i get caught up in these feelings. it sucks.
i am so worn down most days. i just feel like giving up often.
when you think a friendship means something but you realize it's been one sided all along.
i can't stand when people give me the cold shoulder for no apparent reason.
feeling defeated today 😕 hate these weird funks... i need friends who are there for me like i am for them.. guess it's just me and my husband till the end. ugggghhh why humans!?!
i feel very unappreciated in my home. taken for granted. nobody gives a shit and it sucks.
the only thing that keeps me going some days, is how awful it would be for my partner to tell my child they’ll never see their mom again. it tears me apart and it keeps me here.
i wonder what it's like to have confidence. i try but i feel like i am constantly doubting everything i say and do.
depression/anxiety sucks. i am a stay at home mom who is now homeschooling and i feel like my husband looks at me like i don't do anything all day. sometimes i wonder if it would just be better if i went to work and we put the kids in daycare.
i couldn't handle my son's attitude this morning. i'm currently locked in my room, pretending to be asleep while he's doing online school 😒
i hate 90% of my husband's family and i really can't stand it when he sides with them. i know this sounds bad but if you knew the whole story you'd be on my side.
my four year old told me to go to another house and be someone else’s mommy. i grabbed the keys and said okay. she kinda freaked... i felt vindicated.
my kids give me more anxiety than anything. it makes it so hard for me to want to be present and engaged with them. the touching, the loud noises, the moods.. i can't hang and i feel so guilty 24/7. motherhood is so hard for me and it breaks my heart.
my kids have worn out my mom name...thinking of changing it to something else lol