life is so good <3

things might be looking up and it’s exciting!!!!

i feel heartbroken when i think of who i can reach out to when i'm deeply struggling. no one.

i don't know how to deal with letting a friendship of over a decade go. i can feel the distance and i'm not going to keep trying.

i wish i could laugh more!

i feel like i'm drowning and no one notices.

i'm too old for games. i can't have people in my life who act like a friend one day and then seem to want nothing to do with me the next. it's confusing and hurtful.

i don't think i'm cut out for this world. everything hurts my heart too much.

i always tell him to get off me, it's hot and im sweaty and gross 😅💦

i wonder when i will ever feel worthy. i can't find my self worth no matter how hard i try.

kids out for summer and i'm already like 😭😭😭

i feel like my significant other is on a different journey and our paths are slowly going in different directions.

i'm so over it...all of it.

life can feel so lonely sometimes...

social media is so harmful. i'm so tired of seeing people be so fake and compete for attention. it sad how people live their lives around what they can post.

it sucks feeling used. make time for people...not just when you need something from them.

the more i learn to love myself the easier it is to see the people who bring joy to my life and the people who just take from me.

i had an appointment with my daughter and a doctor to discuss her anger issues. she said she wanted help with her anger and for her and i to be friends again. this last year has really torn us apart and it's heartbreaking.

if i left...would anyone even notice. i feel like i am a burden to my home and to my family. i feel that i cause more stress than anything else. why do i get caught up in these feelings. it sucks.

i am so worn down most days. i just feel like giving up often.