I wish I didn't always feel like I have to "earn" people's love. I wish just being myself was enough.
i hate 90% of my husband's family and i really can't stand it when he sides with them. i know this sounds bad but if you knew the whole story you'd be on my side.
I am an asshole and snap at my partner often and I try to apologize as often as I can for being such a hot mess I hope they don't start to view me differently. I do my best! Anxiety is a bitch but I am a work in progress.