i feel heartbroken when i think of who i can reach out to when i'm deeply struggling. no one.
if i left...would anyone even notice. i feel like i am a burden to my home and to my family. i feel that i cause more stress than anything else. why do i get caught up in these feelings. it sucks.
depression/anxiety sucks. i am a stay at home mom who is now homeschooling and i feel like my husband looks at me like i don't do anything all day. sometimes i wonder if it would just be better if i went to work and we put the kids in daycare.