i don't think i'm cut out for this world. everything hurts my heart too much.
i wish i could get a hotel room to myself for the night just to be alone.
motherhood is anything but glamorous. it's 9:30pm. my four and two year old are still up waiting for dinner watching avatar with daddy who's currently fairly bedridden. my ten month old is screaming for mommy. mommy now gets to nurse while going potty for second time today. yay.